for my dear peace and war

actually these are two person.my war ,i really like you,the way you love me, the flipped you give me, you chase me in front my door, i am sorry it didnt open for you.i really lile you ,and miss you ,i dont know why we edn this, without a call, i dont hate you ,just feel sorry and pity,just feel sad.always sad ,anytime when i am alone. i want to tell you waht my most regret things about you is i didnt show you i do care about you ,i didnt do good for you ,my dear war, i know that's just because i still maybe want to go with you, i want you know i still love  you all the time,you really know me a lot, not so much ,but fair enough.i am really in this mood, i was loved and cared, for my most beautiful time and my most upset down heart. i like you.my war ,you really give me peace in my first time, you really turn up me to chase peace ,maybe family, maybe forever ,you changed me,so sorry i cant looking forward this with you,so sorry if i just fall in love with other person so easy because of you.i really miss those days ,i wrote my poem foryou ,those dark days , i wrote with my tears and a sweet heart.so my war, my real lion ,my leo, my dear, my sweet ,my honey,my heart.thank you for showing up  inmy life and teach me how much i desire for love, i really like and miss you more than my purpose,i do do like you, hope you will never slam down in my life, so quick ,so easy , so hurt so moved that you give to me, and now ,so miss. why cant you just give me a phone call it's all about thursday , isnt it?

and my dear peace, why you dont call me ,you never call me !?.i really thingking about  you all the time, for what you do to me ,i really really like you ,and if you do a little more ,i will love you.but i know ,i deep know ,it's just a little. if you show your careness for me ,you admire me, just a little ,i will fall in love with you ,if you say you do enjoy the time with me ,you really miss me , even love ,i will fall in love for you.and maybe that is dangerous, give everything to you. but i know that will not happen ever, because first you dont love me, second i dont love you it's all about thursday,all right. iam sorry i hide so much thing,my look ,my glass, my habit, my family,yes, idont love you, i can see it, i just need someone to do good and ask for care. you know,it's wave, you miss one time ,you still get another, and then, there wont be every time.you know that sunny beautiful days, we ride bicycle , really like a window ,a joke play, a shadow, a paint by a lttle child. probally i will thank  you after some time past,when you had disappear in my life, when you find someone great for you, i will say ,yes, that is really some good time ,and you are OK, hope you had life extrordinary, but now ,i really was pissed up and mad at you. why you show you just do not care about me, i am just mean very little foe you ,very tiny ,very unworthy for you think ,just a trouble ,a companion, some time.i do care abou you. i do hope, ican have good time with ,why i open my door, my permiss,you just dont treasure me.you just dont care. why there are sometime i will miss you so much ,ever forget to sleep, you know ,nothing can defeat my strong hate to get up early in the morning, except for have you spend this lovely whole weekend.it;s strange, and it's warm. peace, do you really care about me ,or you just hang out.if not ,how can i make you love ,or should i pay my forwand ,my heart,my energy and hope for you ,should i try harder, should i just let it go, and control my self to never call you again.what should i do to you, you tell me .my peace ,anxiety,and revolution.